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I would try to make this simple, short and less complicated. No more long, hanging words and I will stop beating around the bush. But before I start telling you about myself, I must warn you to brace yourself and hold on to your seats, or mouse or your computer coz this is gonna be a wild river ride.

Welcome to my page.

Alright, I introduce myself to you guys. I am Mary Edeza de Leon and please remind me that you saw my full name here at my blog in case I asked you "How'd you know my name?"haha.

I am an artist by heart and I probably dont take up BFA Creative Writing and expect to have a great paycheck someday but I am sure that each and every work of my hands has a piece of my heart and I am completely happy and contented with it. So by now, Im sure you think I only have a tiny piece of heart left but no, I never run out of heart when it comes to my work. I made that sure.

Some people say Im boring, because I spend most of my time reading and writing or drawing or dancing(joke) or blogging or any activity that doesnt require companion. But Im not anti social, I love being around with people I love. Or even the people I dont know, you know in the malls. Still, if I can do things on my own I'd go alone.

My solitude brings out the best in me, people may not or never understand that but thats how it goes. Thats how my life goes. I may never get to have a boyfriend anytime in the future but who cares? Im not bothered, so why would them? It's really funny when people ask me if I have a boyfriend and I would answer them with a "Nah, I dont have a boyfriend." They'd be shocked like Oh my gosh! How come? and I was like Oh my gosh!!(in a much exagerrated voice) why is that a crime?

Dont I have the right to choose not to have a boyfriend. And does that issue important enough to be noticed? I mean, what does it had to do with them? "You have the looks and the body, so how come?" Exactly, I have the beauty and the body(Im not boasting) but hey, I also have the brains!! How come some people dont notice that? That make me sick.

I want to be loved because of my personality and not because of my looks. I want to be loved in the morning not just at night. Not just when I look pretty but even when I look wasted. But nah, it isnt important right now anyway. I will meet my man in the future, I bet He's great coz God chose him for me.

My family, is my first priority. Nothing and no one can change that. We've been through a lot, we made each other strong and I, personally get my strength from them. They are my inspiration and motivation. My love for them compensate my parents shortcomings and I will always be proud of them. Time will come and all these trials will end. And we will still be together, even when Im not at home.

 I said on the first paragraph that I'll stop beating around the bush, but I just cant go straight to the point thats my problem. I love making love with my words. It causes me a lot of trouble specially with ex-boyfriends..

This is it for now. Know more of me next time.