Sexiest pose/post ever!!

 Look how sexy my foot and leg is..lol

The boldest and sexiest pose my foot could ever go, haha.. Another boring afternoon, thats how this pic was formed. My post for today should be "What Im thankful for this year" anyway, its not yet late, and you're not that distracted right?

 And so here it is, A laptop from my grandma, Spongebob from me, And gigantic birthday card from my churchmates the best gifts ever!!! God really is so good and faihful to me. Words cannot express or define how thankful I am for all the blessings I recieved from Him, Im forever grateful for His goodness to me and my loved ones.

Happy happy New Year to all!!!

Planning World Domination

The Story. From Top Left :

Marya is planning carefully and looking up to the smallest detail on how she will dominate or conquer the world.

 Top right:

With whom? With her niece and guess what our tools in doing so….

Down right:

A laptop. Hair brush. And Hair curler.(lol)

 Down left:

With that hand, Marya will conquer the world not only in literature but your world too.  

BEWARE:

EXTREMELY AND DANGEROUSLY GORGEOUS.

Bliss

There's no reason for me to frown aight? 

Dominoes

Im stucked between wanting and not wanting to write here.. I just finished playing dominos with my grandfather, and he's quite impressed on how I beat him 3 ina row by 3 players and twice on one on one, not bad aight? Well, dominos doesnt need a lot of calculations so I can be good at it. Strategy that is, yeah. I had fun beating granpa though.lol

I ate a lot this Christmas but I dont feel gulity about it, screw diet!!!lol Yum spagetti, yum mechado, yum pancit canton,yumm ham and cheese sandwich with lettuce and mayo, yumm tiramisu and yum buco salad!!! Wee, makes me forget about my 2 week vegetarian diet. Anyway, I only do that once or twice a year, and liquor's not for me, so why not?

This is not the best Christmas ever but it sure was fun, specially with those little kids around.. I love them.  And I thank God for all the beautiful things he has done for me. For a blessed year and another year that is yet to come.

 
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Greetings to al!!

Merry Christmas!!!! I wish all the people in the world are happy today… And I wish all of them have food to eat, clothes to wear that doesnt necesarily have to be new, coz you know Christmas has become a tradition here in the Philippines that everyone wants to follow, even if they cant afford to buy new clothes and lotsa food. 

Godbless us all! 

Thank you =)

No one knows what a simple message like "You are appreciated" means for some people especially me. And for the past few days I feel extremely sad and empty that message, lighten me up. It made me smile.  It made me feel special and yeah, appreciated.

I remember when I first heard my grandma say  "Thank you" to me for all the things I've done to them, although Im not expecting any recognition at all, when she told me that I felt energized. It feels good to be appreciated. Makes me wanna continue doing all the things I've started and doing.

Thanks Mykl, Im still overmwhelmed by that pic..lol And to all the people I know and knows me, people who never get tired of praying for me. I appreciate all of you. *hug….

Emo

Im feeling extremely and exaggerately sensitive today, one simple thought of this and that, or simply hearing a Christmas song that used to make me smile now left me teary-eyed. I dont know why, I've gone through PMS (pre menstrual syndrome) so I cant blame it, oh there's POST MS. right.

 It feels strange though coz Im not really an emotional person, I use my head more than my heart. But no matter how tough I look, my core is soft thats why I protect it with a hard shell. And when Im this sensitive, just like a friend told me, "Siguradong may pinanggagalingan yan." when I told her that I feel sad today, thats the word I use when I talked with her. 

Yes, there should be an origin, coz I dont like to be called neurotic or something right. I told her that the sadness emanates from deep within that I myself cant figure out. Sure, I'll laugh if I heard something funny, smile if I cant force myself to laugh, and lift the side of my lips if I cant force myself to smile.. But after that, I see myself again staring blankly at my reflection in the mirror. Darn! Look how beautiful I become!lol Now thats a funny one. 

I like to pretend Im ok, but I really cant force myself to be plastic, maybe I can fool other people but not myself. I keep on comforting myself by saying, "hush now, God is listening to you, He sees all your sufferings and softened by your cries. He'll answer all your prayers." Then, I'll smile back to my reflection. Its effective though. Maybe I just miss my family, they had been my soft spot lately, you know.

All those things that happened and we gone through, made me smile and say, hey, we're well, ok, and complete, what more can I ask for? I love my family second to God, they are important to me. They really are.

Ho! Ho! Ho! Merry  Christmas to everyone!!! Dont mind me, I'll be ok soon. =) 

Looking Back

They say that "Ang hindi lumingon sa pinanggalingan ay di makararating sa paroroonan" For me, looking back at the past is nonesense, coz it will only make my journey melodramatic, I'll remeber what happened when I was there at blah.. ba ba blah.. And I dont like to be too emotional you know. Im a toughee. Past is past and it should be left behind.

Thats why whenever I look back at the past the first question I ask is "What do I need to learn from this experience?" I think, those memories come back to me coz theres something I needed to learn. Something I need at this very moment and time. Coz you know, I can be hard headed sometimes. I tend to do some things impulsively, so there.

Tonight, I recalled a few past relationships I had. Thats one of the things I dont like to remember, and what it always teaches me is Consistency, I really have a problem with that. Im very unpredictable and that affects my relationships coz Im an introvert, I like doing things alone. And whenever I try to get myself close to anyone, I can do it for just a while but not for long, after a few months I'll go back to the loner and feeling isolated self.

I can get by flirting and cuddling up with someone but I cant go beyond that, say, serious relationship? No. Im not up to that. All of them failed to make me feel secured and who likes the feeling of hanging by a thread? No one. Men go after me *cough* just because they want something out of me. Yeah, my companionship, humor and sweetness. Nothing more.

And besides, I think I deserve someone who sums it all up; someone who can make me feel secured, and at the same time someone far enough to see or be with personally. I dont know about you but thats why Long distance relationship works for me. Coz, I dont want someone I see everyday, please.

If I hurt someone along the way of  finding true happiness with my virtual boyfriend(or not) Im sorry, I really am. Just that I hate the feeling of expecting something and  nothing at the same time. Im tired of it, really tired of  it. 

Wish List

Hmm.. Its almost Christmas time and almost everybody if not all have their own wish list so, I thought of having one just to have one.haha.. So here it is my Christmas Wish List: Note: (+) is for I already got it.

1. Have someone special. (+) although im not really sure if its for real or just a pseudo type but anyway, I dont like to complain for now. I love to have him.

2.  My mom's health to be her best again and her operation to be over with positive result and speedy recovery.

3.  Peace and Joy all over the world.

4. Have tons of good movies to watch before and on Christmas coz Im planning to stay home all day long.

5. My family's joy and prosperity.

Nah. I'll stop this whole wishing thing because I know even before I say my wish to God I prayed and believed that I already got them, so what's the use of writing it all down right? And Christmas isnt just about gifts, money, and all those material stuffs but it is a celebration of Jesus' birth.

Ok, some say that it is not the "real" birthday of Jesus, I think so too, but hey they themselves can't tell when is Jesus birthday so might as well asume that His birthday is December 25. Anyway, the spirit of Christmas is remembering and recognizing the birth of Christ our King right? So, Im not complaining.

 Im eternally grateful for the goodness of God for giving His Son to redeem us from our sins, sickness etc. Im very thankful that if it wasnt for Him, by now Im still lost. I found myself in Jesus, thats why I praise and honor His name not only during Christmas but in everyday of my life.

I guess Christmas is everyday if you want to by the way the Occasion's not yours its Jesus' =)

6. I wish everyone will be happy this Christmas!!!! 

Guilty Pleasure

One thing I would never deprive myself into is, of course! Chocolates!!! Aside from coffee, I love, love love! Chocolates. I may sound exaggerated but I love it I really screw diet!haha.. love it especially the dark chocolates, Im not really picky and certainly not a brand concious, so whatever brand it is as long as it is DARK or anything with almonds, hazelnuts or any other nuts! I love it coz I go nuts over it!lol

YUmm.. My brother used to buy me cadburry when it's his payday sweet eh! *sigh, I miss those days. And everytime Im craving for one, and I dont have the money to buy it, I buy the cheaper ones the Goya dark chocolate. It tastes good too. Heavenly..

I also love raisinets, m&m's, kisses, hersey's or should I say I love them all? Right. I love them all!